I am fairly okay with myself. I am content, satisfied with what Allah writes for me. I don't know what is wrong today... I didn't realize anything was wrong until I ate about half a large fried chicken. It isn't just that I've ate it, I ate it while acknowledging that I wasn't hungry to start with. I was asking myself "why am I eating this?" from the moment I opened the box until I closed it. I just grabbed the chicken with my hands and ate.. no bread no salad no nothing. I enjoyed eating the skin and the fried bread crumbs.
Over 2 hours later, and I'm still asking myself why? I am sad. Upset, and I don't know why?
I am waiting for something to happen... What is it? I hate waiting...
I am waiting for a lot of things; moving for one, I REALLY can't wait... Another thing I am waiting for is me having to give an answer to this guy who proposed to me. He's been around for the past 4 and a half years, and I always knew he was into me. I honestly don't know what my answer is. He seems good, but everything indicates that it is not going to happen... Anyhow, nobody knows what will really happen in anything because we think something and .. at the end Allah knows all...
Over 2 hours later, and I'm still asking myself why? I am sad. Upset, and I don't know why?
I am waiting for something to happen... What is it? I hate waiting...
I am waiting for a lot of things; moving for one, I REALLY can't wait... Another thing I am waiting for is me having to give an answer to this guy who proposed to me. He's been around for the past 4 and a half years, and I always knew he was into me. I honestly don't know what my answer is. He seems good, but everything indicates that it is not going to happen... Anyhow, nobody knows what will really happen in anything because we think something and .. at the end Allah knows all...
